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SOS HAS STARTED!!!!!!

i am so excited. i am in GREEN 12 group. with jules and justin! im so excited. also, amber, sam, and amanda from last year are in my group. and my leader is dominick...he is flying awesome.

MONDAY:

got there at like 4:45 and signed in, got our bag, shirt, etc. the works. it was good. and then we kinda met our groups, tlaked with Yott and ally(yott is in the group that hags with mine, but isnt in mine) and that was fun. then we had worship, which was amazing. and right after that we had a teaching, and the SANCTUS REAL preforemd. it was sooooooooo great. it was a really moving service all together. i thrououly enjoyed it.

the jules spent the night, and we stayed up late with 'the guys' >.<. i missed them so much.

TUESDAY:

got up and jumped out of bed and ran out the door. i drove again today, so that was intersting. but then we had morning worship...and they gave the opportunity for people to freestyle, and CJ did it of course, and that was good, then they had JOHN RUBEN stand up randomly..me and jules knew he was coming because it was on Matt McCoys website, but it was a surprise to everyone else. he was alot of fun, and adorable, and lost a LOT of weight. so i was extremly HAPPY! a good morning. then they split us up into our small groups, and then into our big groups, and then into smaller groups of the big groups but bigger than our small groups.

we went to the nursing home, and that was fun. some interesting sotries there, but then tonight was relaly good too.

LOTS have happened, but its late and i ahve to take a shower still and my mom is yelling at me, so i gotta go.

Ill still try to type everything that goes on as i go on.

<3 you all and miss you!!

DOts

she is my laughing buddy.

we dont go anywhere without makeing a spektical of ourselves.

we are so much polar opposites that it makes us exactly alike.

one second with her destroys a whole week of misery and dispare.

she is my spiritual warrior...she is always there when i need a tune up, a smack down, and a crap reliever. she is the closest thing i have to heaven.

she is my guilt tripper even if she doesnt know it.

she is my dancing partner...the lady friend of the coolest guy in co op.

my running buddy (kind of)

 she is my champion

my date to prom

my piggy back buddy...

my baptiseee...

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to say.

And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.


And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah

Something brought you to my mind today
I thought about the funny ways you make me laugh
And yet I feel like it's okay to cry with you
Something about just being with you
When I leave I feel like I've been near God
And that's the way it ought to be...

'Cause you've been more than a friend to me
You fight off my enemies
'Cause you've spoken the Truth over my life
And you'll never know what it means to me
Just to know you've been on your knees for me
Oh, you have blessed my life
More than you'll ever know, yeah, yeah, yeah

You had faith, when I had none
You prayed God would bring me a brand new song
When I didn't think I could find the strength to sing
And all the while I'm hoping that I'll
Do the kind of praying for you that you've done for me
And that's the way it ought to be...

You have carried me
You have taken upon a bruden that wasn't your own
And may the blessing return to you
A hundredfold, oh yeah...

And I think this is basically our theme song, for me anyway...

I wanna start it over
I wanna start again
There’s a new beginning
One without an end
I feel it inside
Calling out to me

IT’S A VOICE THAT WHISPERS MY NAME
IT’S A KISS WITHOUT ANY SHAME
SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL
LIKE A SONG THAT STIRS IN MY HEAD
SINGING LOVE WILL TAKE US WHERE
SOMETHING'S BEAUTIFUL

I’ve heard it in the silence
Seen it on a face
I’ve felt it in a long hour
Like a sweet embrace
I know this is true
It's calling out to me


IT’S THE CHILD ON HER WEDDING DAY
IT’S THE DADDY THAT GIVES HER AWAY—FATHER
SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL
WHEN WE LAUGH SO HARD WE CRY
OH THE LOVE BETWEEN YOU AND I
SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL

Julie, i love you. you have no idea how much of a blessing you have been to me. your influence on me has made me a better woman in christ. like gold refined, we are. God has brought us together for a purpose, and im beginning to see your roll in my life. you are the one thing that makes me laugh no matter what. even when i am totally depressed, and am refusing to be happy or nice, you still bring out that giggle, no matter how short or bittersweet. your smile brightens my day, as well as those around us, and that inspires me to be a better person. your heart for the Lord when im am not so hot with him makes me want to be better...you are a light in my life.

baptising you last year at SOS was the epitomy of our relationship. we moved to a new level at that point. everything became important, not just fun. we still have loads of fun, too much somtimes i wonder. but we treasure those moments more so than we used to, i think. at least i do. i realized then what i had, and i am determined not to let it fall away. nothing can take it away, but we can sure let it go. i want to hold on to it with everything i am. Jesus gave you to me as a special gift because he loves me. you are in his perfect plan and desires for my life. i know it. you are here for a reason. i cannot wait to find out exactly what that is.

as for now, i am content to sit back and enjoy this ride with you. as we hold on to Jesus hands together and let him carry us on through this beautiful life.

you are my something beautiful on this earth. your friendship is everything to me right now.

you are gone one week, without talking, and it freaked me out. not that anything big really happened. and its not like i would have talked to you tons more that i did. it was only like four days.

just the thought that you were out of my reach at that particular few days. not that i didnt talk to you. but i couldnt. it ripped me in two. i was depressed that whole time. ask anyone around. i was not a happy camper. and its not even like we call and giggle on the phone alot or anything. its usually hit and miss. but there wasnt even the opportunity for that.

its like you never have to go to the bathroom until its impossible or improbable for you to go?

thats us. and i dont ever want to lose you.

not that i will. you like me to much to leave.

and remember im singing at your weddding. lets at least hang on until then.

remember, i love you. not that i dont already say it enough. and i know you already know it. but it makes me feel better to say it. now i can never say i never said it.

some quotes to top it off...

My best friend and i do everything together,
but if I was to jump off a bridge, she wouldn't jump with me....
she would be waiting underneath ready to catch me

BeSt FrIeNdz FoReVeR iS WhAt wE SaId
WiThOuT YoU gUrL My sOuL wOuLd Be DeAd
YoU TaUgHt mE ThInGs I NeVeR KneW
WhAt wOuLd i Do WiThOuT YoU?

Somewhere between the phone calls
and all the lil walks in the halls
Somewhere between the "What are you doing tonite's"
and all the arguments and stupid fights
Somewhere between all that stuff
we became true and i cant thank you enough..

*.fRiEnDs tRy tO PrOVe Ur Not A ReTaRdEd psYcHopAtH.*
*.BeSt FrIendS JuSs sHarE thE rEtArdEdNesS wItH yOu.*

and here you go, jules. this one is my fav, i think, and one day we are really gonna strut it...i cnat wait for 'the call'.

Me anD her are stuck Like glue
when we waLk pAsT the guyS they go
*dAaMn tHeRes tWo?! *